tomorrow, my best friend will be moving to north carolina, and i will be shopping with her most of the day.
i’m going to cry my fucking eyes out. this is someone who truly cares about me, and i don’t want her to leave. she’s the only person that i can’t be mad for more than 5 minutes, and i can’t imagine NOT getting mad at the world and leaving to her place for weeks to be away from everyone. i just can’t fucking imagine a lot of things without her. it’s not fucking fair. shit like this isn’t supposed to happen.
who’s shoulder am I going to cry into now? who will have the same fucking interest I do of sitting on the couch watching stupid fucking movies on netfilx and laughing about the dumbest shit? who am i going to make non stop inside jokes with, to the point where we have new ones every week?
this is fucking stupid and i hate everything.